December 14
9:30am (wrote an honest open letter during my prayer time)
Dear God,
It has been a while now since i got really connected to you..
Well, you were (and still is) to me but it was me who tried to cut that off..
I was just too proud of my self that i can do things alone!
I have forgotten the fact that it was actually you who worked behind me in every success, in every victory.
How foolish of me to take on the credit. How stupid of me to claim honor!
Lord, I know how messed up my life is right now, i know how chaotic my life is without you.
Things are just so different now compared to how it was before; the time when i was deeply grounded, totaly and completely reliant on you.
God, thank you for just allowing me to see the picture, for allowing me to experience these things, that I may learn from it (and i have!).
Lord, I'm giving back everything to you know, i will entrust to you once again and for all. take hold of what's left of me. This time Lord, i want to make it right... with you...
Your long lost son,
Keith
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December 14
10:40pm(God's swift response)
Got this from Jake Lime (yfc-mm kriskringgle).
a book and a devotional that i need to walk through each day...
His message?
"I want you to start with me once again.. once and for all.."
"I will walk you through, but this time let me hold your hand.."
"I want you to experience my heart, bit by bit.. day by day.."
I rest my case. He is!
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Some say that everything happens for no reason and all are but just coincidences.
But, uhh.. it's just amazing how many coincidences happen when one begins to pray. :D
Nagyun, matutulog akong busog at puno dahil alam ko magiging isang napakagandang araw ang araw ko bukas!
Panibagong araw na puno ng pagmamahal.. Panibagong araw na para sa kanya..
Ad majorem Dei gloriam!
